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Saturday, January 3, 2009
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I had a Famjam at my house last night so Verlyne came over and slept for the night. As usual, we're both up till like 3AM talking about situations that make us both sad. But whatever. We talked about the past and the things that happened in 2008. Prank called Philip Nguyen but that fucker had called id so we couldn't get away with it. We woke up at 9am today cuz she had work at 10:30am. Once her parents picked her up, i ran all the way to my bed and slept until 1:00pm.

On the real depressed note, I'm honestly not gonna try and get into a relationship anytime soon. Wait. Scratch that. I'm DEF not gonna get into a relationship at all. Times like this where I just can't take it anymore. I admit I did something really shady that hurt someone I really had a lot of feelings for and I regret ever doing it. But it doesn't mean you have to sink down to my level and make me feel the same shit you felt when i did something I did to hurt you. It just doesn't work like that. Ugggh, everything is just so frustrated with you. You told me to move on and so i did. I don't know why you're doing this to me right now, it's so ignorant and stupid. If I can't be serious with you at times when I need to be, then what's the point of keeping this "dealing" relationship alive if I'm the only one making it work? Tell me how that works out between us. I hate coming across this over and over again when you know that every time we talk about stuff like this I end up hating your guts and not talking to you at all. I know I've been all talk lately saying how " I'm done with you, I'm finally moving forward " but honestly this post is put up with and I'm keeping my promise for real this time. Goodbye to everything between us and any little bitty thing that reminds me of you. Have fun with your life and your future relationships, I just hope you treat a girl better than you did to me. I hope this gave you A LOT to think about even though we're not even dating. Because I'm finished my part, I've waited, gave hints, did anything to make it work but now it's time to do yours. And when you do, I'm pretty sure that I'll be long gone by then...