
Sunday, January 4, 2009
goodbye christmas break
Fml, it's school tomorrow. Good thing the only thing I've been doing today was go to church, go to sq to get ink, look at cute puppies, then went home, karaoke-d with my siblings for a hot sec, and watched Titanic while doing my marketing worksheets. To be honest, I was too caught up in the movie and ended up looking down at my paper and it was blank =( Oh boooy, now i sit here still leaving that worksheet blank before I go to bed.
This break honestly felt too short, me and Verlyne didn't even reach a jam like we promised! Shooot. Anyways, I needed this break and It's sad to say that I'm ready to go back to school. But somehow, I think I'll enter that building differently when I left back in 2008. Who really knows, you probably won't see a difference, but you don't even know. Well it's off to a new year, and def new drama. Hopefully GOOD drama. I'm done with the pointless "she stole my man, shes a slut, don't hang out with her" type of drama. I'm ready to set my standards higher than ever. I'm ready to cut the unnecessary and pick up the obvious that I left behind before. I'm just ready to be able to make those goals I have been willing to make before. I need to make my parents finally proud instead of comparing me to my older and even my younger siblings. I'm tired of being the odd one out of the family and the only person to question "What or Where is she going to do when she finally graduates?" I'm sick of it all, I'm just going to have to wake up from this misery and actually get focused. I'm already in Grade 11 and time is very limited. It's not gonna be easy, but I'm ready for whatever. And I got nothing but me, myself and I.