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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
heavy conscience...

Fuck Fuck Fuck, I hate this feeling. Have you ever had that feeling of regret? Or thinking if you've made the right choice? Cuz honestly, there's this unwanted pain that's floating around inside of me. Did i make up my mind really? Or just changed it temporarily? Fack, I'm going out of my mind here. Last night, A Walk to (fucking) Remember was playing on Channel 47 and I honestly friggen cried my eyes out till I looked like I got punched in the eye. Geez, I honestly need someone who is exactly like Landon James Carter. I think every girl needs that. He proved to Jamie that he loves her soo much that she wouldn't let her go until she finishes her list. Shiet, Every girls "ideal guy" is only on the movie screens. FML! So yea. Today after school, I watched Rj's game. But I was still ignoring him and he gave me the dirties cut eye i have ever seen. Whatever, I guess I deserve it? Hmm... Anyways, It's sad to say that I miss him, and his annoyance. I hate seeing him in every corner i walk by. I just hate it. UGGH... Should I go up and talk to him? Or should I just let it go and see what happens in the next couple of days. I honestly don't want to be sad over the Christmas Holidays knowing that this situation is still on my case. FUCK LIFE AND FUCK BOYS! on the fucking real =(


Our Love is like the Wind. I can't see it, But I can feel it...