
Monday, November 17, 2008
snow falling on cedars
i've recently been re-reading my english novel and its funny how i actually get the whole story. before i was too bored and lazy to even read the damn thing, but now looking over chapters and important quotations, i love the book. only because there are some really cute cheesy lines from ishmael chambers that i thought were realllllly "head over heels" exibit A:
"I'm like a dying person...I haven't been happy for a single moment since the day you left. Its like carrying a weight around in my gut. D o you know how that feels? Sometimes i think im going crazy. I'm crazy i dont sleep, i'm up al night. It never leaves me alone, this feeling. Sometimes i don;t think I can stand it. I tell myself this can;t go on, but it goes on anyway. There isn't anything i can do." - Ishmael
exhibit B:
"I can never touch you. Everything has to be over between us. we both have to put it all behind us go on, live our lives. There's no halfway, from my point of view. I'm married, I have a baby, and i can't let you hold me. So what i want you to do is get up and walk away from here and forget about me forever. You have to let go of me." - Hatsue.
EXHIBIT C:
"I know you're married. I want to forget about you. I do. I think if you hold me I can start. Hold me once, and i'll walk away and never speak to you again. I'm not asking you to try to love me. But just as one human being to another, just because i'm miserable and don't know where to turn, I just need to be in your arms." - Ishmael
EXHIBIT D ! :
"Go away! I hurt for you, I honestly do, I feel terrible for your misery, but im not going to hold you. Your going to have to live without holding me. now get up and leave me alone!" - Hatsue.
Holy crap! this made me so sad you dont even know. I love how he wants her sooo badly. this is the type of man every girl deserves. in this case scenario, hatsue should of took him back and forget his husband LOL but anyways, im taking english really seriously now. my mom is going to see my english teacher for parent interview night. oh god, prepare to be stunned. whatever, i know for a fact that i messed up and this is the point where i need to redeem myself. true? true. anyways, i needa get back on my paragraph for english. thought i just needed to show you this moment of sadness when i read this. :( later bloggers! *snort* *snort* :)