
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
another day, another drama.
Lol i lied. but today during lunch me, jasmine, john are gonna audition for goetz-a-java this year. wooot woot. the next so real cru? LOL i wish.. but it will be fun =) anyways, for you people who don't know what "goetz-a-java" is, its basically a talent show. yes, i have been in it for two years. i've been singing for that show soo this year, i wanna do something different you know? lol but anyways, i'm excited. anyways, today went by sooo slowly for me. i was reallly tired after 2nd because of yoga in body works. it was so relaxing that i just fell asleep. anyways, i had a lot more to say before, but i just forgot everything once i went online lol. sooo, i'll be baaack ;)
re-posted 6:02PM
kay so i'm back. so recently i've been feeling a cold shoulder lately. maybe it's just me but i've been getting it a lot and it seems like the friends i truly love the most, i have been drifitng from. and it bugs me to believe its true, but i gotta get this off my chest. so going on about how i've been feeling lately. i've been drifiting from one of my real close friends in the past. she still is my friend, and i still consider her like a sister. i've known her for a very long time and drifting from her now, i just don't want it to happen. maybe it's just me seeing this in a way but i honestly know for a fact that something isn't right and not what it used to be. i don't wanna throw away the real close friendship that we had. if i did anything to make you upset, i honestly do apologize and will learn from my mistake. i know im kinda being extra right now, but i hate having to think this again and again. i really need to talk to that person and get things straight even though it will be hard or harsh to get whatever needs to be said. it may hurt to know the truth but it's better then to lie and say nothing is wrong. so this goes out to all the other close girls/boys that i have. I will truly make a big effort to treat you guys with trust and respect as a real friend should. i love you guys to death, remember that.
soooooo.... other than that, right now i'm really getting addicted to this "blogspot". its really good to get things off of my chest and to let everybody know who is the real me. they may think but they never know. real talks baby, real talks.