
Thursday, September 18, 2008
How long do i have to wait for you?
Ladies. Have you ever had that special someone that you've been always been waiting on, but keeps you hanging on when you know your gonna fall and just give up? Have you ever had to wait for a long time for them to finally come around and ready to take things seriously? Have you ever felt of just giving up on them and just move along with your life, but knowing at the same time you wanna stay cuz for a fact that once they come around, they'll finally realize that they never know what they got till its gone? Well I've honestly been waiting and trying to keep a fake smile and act like nothing is on my mind. When the truth is, I'm ready to give up on you. I'm ready to move on with my life and look and try for new things and leave everything that we had left behind. If your not to take things seriously then i'm gone. How many times do i have to try and give you a clue that what we have now, is nothing compared to what we had before? Me waiting on your calls and your text messages. Anticipating those days where we would just talk on the phone till 6 in the morning without saying a single word but knowing that you're still there and just to hear that simple " i love you" just feels comforting and loving. It's honestly dead with you now. Ya, we still talk and what not, we still have a good time as just friends. But it's getting to the point where I just wanna move along and regret ever meeting you and getting into this caught up scenario. Ugh, I hate this. I really really do. I don't think any girl deserves to be treated like this. Oh boy, why do us girls always end up in situations like this where they just leave us empty handed in the end? "How did we end here this way? what are we gonna do? I'm slowly falling out!" Slow jams are killing it for me now. Fuck this Shit Honestly. When your ready to talk, I'm just one call away. Peace.